Friday, February 29, 2008

I desperately need to learn to forgive. I believe it's my inability to accept differences that causes me to be vengeful. Okay, so it's easy to acknowledge. Now, what can I do about it? Well, I think God answered that in the morning.

Everyday I wake up wishing the day to be better than the previous. I rigidly follow my morning rituals for fear of it being a bad day. All dressed up, I set off early for school. Music and wishful thinking accompanies me on my journey. Then temptation comes along. As I step into the village, he envelopes me. He wrestles with my conscience. He teases me, he commands me. And as the day progresses, he slowly wears me out till I find no reason to resist.

I wonder when this saga will end. Or maybe it'll continue on just like those Survivor installments. On it goes, till one day, everyone just gets tired and switch off.

Asyraf,
Do you have heart?
Do you have the courage to forgive?
Most importantly, do you really want a new tomorrow?