i'm feeling right, tonight

Haha, I'm back! You see, everytime someone comes back from "blog-exile", they change their blog skin and make a dramatic entry. Ah, weird isn't it? It's like noticing someone has a stain on their shirt/blouse, and you instantaneously check your own in case you too suffer the fate upon which you will start laughing at that person.

Oh, I almost forgot to elaborate on the picture above considering the thought just before this shot through me like an electrical shock causing me to have this urge to type it out. Well, as you can see, everyone is sporting the now famous "i'm-cool-cause-i-don't-have-any-hair" expression. Ok, so we all (as in the entire soccer team) shaved. Am I a trend-follower? Maybe. No, let me change that. It would be most likely, I generally want to be doing the "in-thing" at the moment. Sad thing though, some of my teacher think I'm an attention-seeker, not because of the haircut, but because I keep rubbing my head in class and proclaiming that I feel like Britney Spears or a spanking-sexy monk every period. Woah, that sounds kinda irritating.

Anyway, I'm starting to enjoy soccer all over! Yipee!! And that's because I'm not putting too much pressure on myself to perform (Nationals next week!). The same thing is going on in my studies, my results though not fantastic, is "on-its-way" to achieving my goal (except for Malay, grrrr). You know, I think I have a problem. I'm really nice to people I just know but get really evil as the friendship prolongs. I also have this very weird feeling when I'm facing up to certain people. I label them under "awkward people" cause I can't seem to talk properly or just shift my focus ever so often which implies that I'm not very comfortable in their presence. Funny, cause I'm a pretty confident person.

Well that's it for today people, awww. I hate people who attract the sympathy of others on purpose. You know like those "don't miss me" kind of phrases, trying to act all emo. And I'm kinda scared of using the slang "emo" cause it has this social stigma around it. Teenagers go through this stage of transformation whereby they listen to pop when they first enter secondary school, then as they start encountering troubles, they listen to emo/screamo/hardcore whatever crap, but then they get bored of feeling depressed, so they listen to indie rock. However, they get sick of rocking and they turn to classical/jazz/blues. Weird? Maybe. I'm procrastinating again! DAMN! Bye now.