AARGH! I'm succumbing to stress, how can this be?! I've been thinking alot about studies and everything and it's driving me up against the wall! What if I don't pass A Maths? What if I don't get promoted to Sec 4 express? These are just some of the thoughts that are running through my mind (or is it head?) at the moment.
Just got back from tuition where again I spent like 3 hours feeling so hopeless as I forget almost every single equation I have learnt over the year. This cannot be it!! Hopeless faggot. That's how low I am feeling at the moment, to the point of critisizing myself. How can I succeed if I don't even have faith in my ownself. Sigh.
Ok anyway, moving on to something not so depressing but still not so positive. SINGAPORE IDOL! Ok, I heard that Hady won. Congrats. But I also heard that the top 10 performance was pathetic. How can they be so obvious?! Lip-synch. Haha. OMG! Imagine what the reactions of the foreigners would be if they saw that Singapore was encouraging lip-synching on one of its more widely covered "singing" competition. La-la-la
I am always posting after I come back from tuition. Hmmm, I'm developing a pattern here. Haha. Mugging makes me happy and sad. I feel happy cause I know I am doing something about my studies and I feel sad cause the amount of work that needs to be revised is woah!
Last lap, c'mon boy!
