well well. my FIRST POST!! where should i start. oh well, its been a LONG day. took quite awhile doing this blog up nice and pretty* haha, gt some potentially upsetting news! but the wat the heck. nt here to share my sorrow and indulge in self-pity. NDP was quite good yst. first time i gt to relax after a hectic schedule at school! i sat like 2 rows frm the tracks. cud see every single mistake made. HAHA, the primary school kids were sooo cute and the fireworks were just magical. after the parade, went to eat at subway wif marc,qinlei,simon n ford and as i sat down and thought about the parade and everything, it just didnt make sense. why were there SO many pple at the stadium to witness an event that was well short of a grand celebration. quite astounding. every year i feel like im watching a repeat telecast of the previous years` celebration. GOSH! DO SOMETHING! i swear if i get to organize the event, it wud nvr be as predictable as it is now! blabla. wadeva asyraf. shut up! ok im gone. *whoosh*
P.S mommy's bdae is tommorow and i don't know wat to get her. *ponders* HELP ME!!
Welcome
Night falls, doubts rise, and the fear of knowing nothing creeps in. Loneliness becomes your companion, depression becomes your friend, the world changes shape, everything becomes alien. Sorrow emanates from you, in your soul a bleeding heart. Pain is all you know, suffering is all you practice. The demons dance insanely. The eagles' wings are clipped, the hungry dog is left to die. Pain is only eased by greater pain. A vacuum inside sucks away everything leaving you with nothing, emptiness. All attempts have failed, all avenues now blocked. You are behind God's back and persecution becomes your punishment. The leaves turn brown and die, a cold wind caresses your body. Lost in a maze, searching for a way out. Check and mate, the game is over, the battle is lost. Welcome home my friend. Feel free to dance among the dead
