enough of lies
i can't sleep at night just thinking about them
those fake smiles
they make me sick
your laughter, it rings in my ear
and it gives me the creeps
those tears that you shed
was it all just to make me feel sympathetic towards you?
the letters that we exchanged
was it of any significance to you?
those gifts you got me for christmas
were those really from you?
why cant you accept me for who i am?
why do i always have to pretend to be somebody else when i'm around you?
is all this just superficial?
and i thought we were suppose to be soulmates.
screw you!
look at what you have done to me
you left me in shambles
i hate myself for the person i have become
the only way back is repentance
show me the way
i'm just lost and confused
show me the path of righteousness
take me not for granted
for i am in desperate need of solace
i am only 15
but the hurt and pain i have felt is beyond imagination
to think that i have so much hatred in me
is unthinkable
to think that i even have more troubles than most of you do
is out of this planet
you think i'm emo?
SO WRONG
do you even understand what the word "emo" means?
do you have any idea where it originates from?
do you even have a definition for "emo"?
don't shoot down every single person who wants to voice out his/her opinions
they have a story
you have a story
i have a story
we all have a story
we all go through phases in life
and we all come out of it a different person
i wrote this because I have
a purpose
a dream
a goal
in life
do you?
are you going to wake on your 30th birthday and find no one to celebrate it with you?
everything will make perfect sense if you
just think
think hard
think really really hard
don't regret what you are doing now
because it will all come back to haunt you in your yesteryears
